It's Hard to Take But I Don't Have Any Better Choices

In last 2 weeks at my first time in Jogja, i felt so lonely in here. Without my best friends, my family, my Pasma-mates, Smansa's flagpole, and you, made me felt sad in every hour at my room. But, i was thinking, if i could make you to be my 'drug' in my study, i could be smart again. But, that was just an idea, you are really different know. Never be the same like when we first met. I know you are know fell in love with someone else. You made me feel sick, but also i felt happy too. Now, you can be happy again with your boy-mate, your best choice, that better than me. God answered my pray and i hope you could be a strong woman:)